3.5/5 ~Well all i’ve got to say about this book is.......it did betray me. ~the first part of the book was soo good, i stayed up all night reading it & i was totally into this book. ~like literally it did have potential to become one of my favorites but the ending was kinda unsatisfying to me & there was a lot of chaos in part two. ~the best part of this book was Michael Holden......i absolutely adored his character, he’s like my favorite fictional character of the year. he’s so mysterious & different, one of a kind !!!! ~alice oseman writing is wonderful as always & all her books are so relatable to me including this book !!!! ~here’s the thing the book dealt with complex themes like anxiety, depression, eating disorders, self harm, high school issues. ~I love the book totally but as i said part two did really messed it all. ~so there’s Tori spring our main character & she’s so confused when this weird boy, michael holden, enters into her life (again this is not a love story but kinda.....cute). and there’s solitaire ( a mysterious group run by some unknown students or maybe one ) who started to create annoyance & irritation by their pranks at school everyday.........and it’s bothering everyone !!!! including tori. ~As i said michael did save this book totally for me......i loved him so much & he’s so relatable, i don’t think so i’ll ever stop talking about him. ~it was really a good read though, just pick this book atleast for michael holden(5/5 ⭐️ to him ) lol.